GOOD FRIDAY.

horrible catholics have a name, VANESSA DANIELLE LEE.

i was trying my damn hardest to go to church for mass.
but then i fell sick.
yeah.'such a horrible person i am.
i havent been to church for so long.
and i'm starting to feel detached.
i miss the people there.
i really do.
i guess thats what i get for piling myself up with work like nobody's business.

i havent been around the whole of lent.
i guess i'll only be able to get back to church when i start school and move away from work a little bit.
i just need to rush for work now cause when school starts.
i wont have any money to spend.


yeah.
its time i got back to church la.
i dont want to lose my faith at all.
but i know i'm drifting far from it now.
and its not even a good thing.
its good friday and i'm not in church.
and its not raining.
like it always does on good friday.
an indication that GOD is crying.
but its not the way at the moment.

i guess its time for me to see the light.